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“So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth.” Rev. 3:16
I have recently been slacking on my relationship with God. I have been putting my wants before the will of God. I have become careless and apathetic about following Him and doing His will; but recently, my eyes have been opened to some things.
In my sophomore year at school (last year), there was a girl named Anina who had the locker above mine. I saw her every day and didn’t really think much about her, except I thought she dressed sort of cool. She usually had a friend with her, so I didn’t ever start a conversation or anything…I never thought much about it.
On July 20, 2009, I was talking to my friend, Josh, online. He asked me if I heard about what happened to Anina at our school…he told me that she had killed herself the previous night.

I was shocked and speechless. I just stopped for a minute and thought about her. It really affected me in that moment, but I’m a really caring person, so I didn’t think much about it…But the feeling of hurt and sort of anxiousness still hadn’t left days later. So I tried to figure it out.
Why does it hurt me so much that this girl I haven’t even spoken to in my life died? I know I’m a caring person, but it’s never eaten at me this much before.
I’ve come to the conclusion that part of the reason why it affects me so much is that she killed herself.
She killed herself. I mean, I’ve been really depressed before…I’ve done things to cry out for attention and I have wanted to die before, but I have never been so depressed that I actually took my own life. This girl had to be extremely down in the dumps, I mean, really, really, deeply hurting to take her own life. The thing that hurts my heart the most is that I passed this girl almost every day in school. I could have spoken into her life…maybe been a true friend that would lift her up and help her. Maybe I could have saved her life…but I didn’t.
I mean, is it my fault though? I never even thought about talking to her. My problem is: I wasn’t close enough to God. What if He needed a servant to speak into Anina’s life? What if He wanted to speak through me or tell me to go talk to her and just be a friend? What if He wanted to use me and I wasn’t listening…or I wasn’t ready?
It bothers me so much to know that she is in eternity now after taking her own life…the result doesn’t look very promising to me.
What if she didn’t go to Heaven? Is it my fault? No, it’s not my fault. But could I have changed that outcome? Very possibly, yes.
I am not trying to guess where Anina went after she passed away, because that’s not for me to determine.
What I am trying to do is help people to understand that this is the real deal! When someone dies, they go to Heaven or they go to Hell. Heaven is such a wonderful place that we can’t even imagine. But hell is not so wonderful at all. Just try to think of the worst pain you have ever felt in your life plus the separation from God for…ever. That is a horrible fate. Are you willing to let anyone go there? If we could actually grasp the concept of what hell is and who God is, nothing would stop us from telling anyone and everyone about the truth. Sometimes, for about 5 seconds, I can sort of almost understand the intensity of hell…and it is insane what we do. After seeing a glimpse of hell, why aren’t we going around telling people? Who cares what they think of us? They could die at any moment, and if they’re not saved, they aren’t going to heaven! How can you not share that?!You have the power to change lives and change the world! But are you going to do it? Are you willing to do it? Are you ready to do it?
WHY HAVE WE BECOME SILENT WITH OUR FAITH?!
Why have we become lukewarm with our faith?!

Why are we content with being spiritual babies?
Why?
An excerpt from a song says:
Take my heart and make it clean. Open up my eyes to the things unseen. Show me how to love like You have loved me. Break my heart for what breaks Yours. Everything I am for Your kingdom’s cause. As I go from earth into eternity.
Those are powerful lyrics…and a powerful prayer.
I believe that many people slide away from God because they don’t understand how real He is…and how important of an IMPACT we can make. We can’t understand the reality of hell and eternity and such a loving God.
But if we ask God to open up our eyes to the things unseen…I am convinced that it will help us to get our priorities straight.
I am tired of seeing average “Christians” all the time.
People who go to church, pray before each meal, and don’t do the “big sins”. It is so aggravating! But I have taken part in it before…
It is more frustrating though, to see people who aren’t honest with themselves…which I don’t take part in. Why would you even bother trying to create your own gospel…like taking pieces of the Bible and trying to make your lifestyle line up with God’s. It doesn’t. You can live your life in denial, but you aren’t going to pull one over on God who created your small mind.
I have believed ever since I was little that God wants to do great things through me. I was never afraid of dying because I just knew that God was going to do something amazing through me…and I wouldn’t die before that.
I am ready to start the amazing works He wants to do through me.
Are you?
I am so sick of this safe, normal, boring, mediocre, on-the-fence, gray, fake lifestyle, and I want to be ready to change.
God is ready to pour out His spirit on us…We can change the world…if we want to.
WRITTEN BY: -Allie
Meditation: With so many people hurting in today’s world, how can I better reach out to them? In order to effectively minister to others, I must be an empowered believer, is there anything lukewarm in my walk with the Lord that would hinder this empowering? If so, what can I do to change this?
Peace & Blessings.
